|by Sandstein [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons|
Sometimes it feels like I've always been trying to escape. What? I couldn't say. I don't really know. There are a lot of things about myself I don't know. A lot of things I'm not sure I ever knew, and maybe more that I've lost over the years. Of course, there's also things that I know but I just can't access any longer. And things that I know, but I can't admit.
How much of my life is time-locked? How much of myself will I discover or rediscover in time?
Discovering and rediscovering myself is part of what I'm trying to do this year. Figure out where I want to be and how to get there. Figure out who I am and who I want to be and how to reconcile the two. How much time will this take me? How much of me will time take? My whole life, is the likely answer to both those questions.
I suppose it's time to start working.